Don't fucking talk to me about loyalty. Especially just for loyalty's sake. I know what loyalty is. I've been loyal to everything-and everyone my whole fucking life. So don't even try to tell me who or what I should be loyal to. I've spent years being loyal. You know how many sleepless nights I've had worrying about whether or not I am giving enough. Being enough. Yearning to give more-be more. I am so sick of picking sides in the World War III that is my family. Why can't we be normal. Is it too much to ask?
I've been loyal-to everything and everyone....that is-except for me.
